So I have not updated in awhile (more like 10 months). So to catch up everyone what has been going on the last 10 months. So back in May my Grandfather passed way, but it brought me a lot closer to my Dad's side of the family. (Many years ago my family somewhat stopped talking to that side.) I graduated from college and drunk older brother got married. And that all happened in the same week. We sold our trailer during the summer while I was back home working at a vet clinic and living with my parents. I came back to Auburn to start Grad School in Meat Science, since I was homeless I moved in with my boyfriend Brian. My parents were so pissed when they found out, so I moved in with a girl I know and could not handle it and moved back in with Brian within 24 hours. My parents are dealing with it, but his parents don't know yet. My other Grandfather passed away in Septmber and they blamed everything on my mom, so now we no longer to my mom's side of the family. Brian proposed on Christmas Eve and we are getting married October 6, 2007. Hopefully I will be finished with my course work and the majority of my thesis research and only have to write my thesis by then. I am in my friend Kiley's wedding. She sent me an e-mail last week to let me know the wedding was moved up a week. It is in June and she has not bought her dress yet. I am so worried that it will not happen. She is so full of it sometimes, I don't know if I should believe her. I already have my horrible green bridesmaid dress and will be pissed if I payed for it and will never wear it. I am moving to Georgia after Brian and I get married. I will drive back and forth to Auburn to finish my Masters. Hopefully I will get in vet school Fall 2008. Oh! My sister Jill had a baby Friday night. His name is David Michael Styron III. My mom pissed me off so much. My sister-in-law Jessica and I went to look at bridesmaid dresses and my wedding gown. My mom didn't go with us because she said she was going to see Jill in the hospital. When we got back around lunch my mom was still at the house. She asked Jessica if I made a pretty bride. I jumped in and said if wanted to know you should have came with us. She never made one comment about wanting to go with us. She snapped back at me and said that she told me she would go if we waited until the afternoon, but she never said anything about looking at wedding gowns. Her main concern the last few months was Jill and the baby. Don't get me wrong I am excited for Jill and to have a nephew, but I don't think I am being unreasonable. This is a big event in my life also. Will, I have to go study Food Microobiology before I go to Big Cup night.
I think it is time to update. It is so weird that I am graduating in like 2 weeks. I feel like it is time to grow up. I think I have settled my ass down so much this year, but I guess that is good. I got my bridesmaid dress for my brother's wedding. That thing must be made for Dolly Parton. In fact the top would be too big for Dolly's boobs. I taking Brian to the wedding. I am so scared about him meeting the family . I am not embarassed by my family, it is just that must mean we are serious. I went home with him at Easter and met is family. It was pretty good. I got to go horseback riding. I haven't done that since I was like six (it was the 2nd time in my whole life) .The 15 year old neighbor kid told Brian I was hot. Haha!!! I just found out last week that I need a roomate for next year. It sucks, I have no clue what to do next year. I have to go finish my last Comm 1000 speech.
So I haven't updated in a while. I hate the time change because it makes me worthless. Sunday I didn't get out of bed until 3 and I didn't do anything the night before (I was in bed at like 12). After last nights wonderful events, I am saying no more whiskey. I usually make bad choices. I tried to break-up with Brian last night. Shut up D, I can hear you saying "Don't fuck this one up Abby". I think it was due to drinking and the feeling like a worthless piece of shit since I have been rejected from every fucking vet school I applied to. Yes, 7 vet schools rejected me. I didn't even get on the alternate list on a singal damn one. I have no fucking clue what I am doing with my life now. I will reapply next year, but I need something to do for a year. I have to go figure out my life and a few questions I have running through my head like "What is love? , How do you know you are in love?, and How do you love someone?" I really don't think I know. If anyone knows please pass it along to me.
. I am not embarassed by my family, it is just that must mean we are serious. I went home with him at Easter and met is family. It was pretty good. I got to go horseback riding. I haven't done that since I was like six (it was the 2nd time in my whole life) 
.The 15 year old neighbor kid told Brian I was hot. Haha!!! I just found out last week that I need a roomate for next year. It sucks, I have no clue what to do next year. I have to go finish my last Comm 1000 speech. 
